interesting....

So last night I met this girl that's a roommate of my friend. And she's very interesting..... lol I think this is the 'new breed' of mainland Chinese I've been expecting.

She said she's wanted to do something related to fashion design or art for a career but her parents (profs) didn't think it was a good career option and then she got interested in medicine and went to medical school instead. And then she did rotations in gynecology and surgery but she was very angry at gynecology (retarded bfs of girls needing her help?) and liked surgery but her parents told her girls in surgery isn't 'good' for future family etc so she quit and came here to do international health policy. LOL, I really admire that she's got balls to go after all that.

And she likes making friends with ppl from all cultures/ nationalities...... <- I guess these are the type who are 'naturaly' good with ppl. She's never left her home city prior to a year ago and honestly I could never tell that.

AND the most 'heretic' thing she proclaimed is that 'she loves japan'. I'm pretty sure my parents would denounce me if I said that. (And also I don't think that) But yeah.... she makes things I've struggled with seem so easy lol

Anyways, I may have lost my iphone somewhere, kinda sad..... hopefully i'll find it :O

Recently I met up with some guy from a dating site..... I dunno.... I guess talking through Internet is very diff than in person? But yeah I dun think we have that much in common. Although a good thing is it re validates qualities I'm looking for?

And for some reason it's been painful for me to look at stuff / emails from like 2 years ago.... Cuz I feel like I've been wasting lots of time and wish could go back in time to slap some sense into myself..... Then again regret gets nobody anywhere.... So should try to do better now and not have more regrets in the future.... Sigh