I am like bouncing off the walls with excitement today........ I'll get my first online (clothes) shopping package soon!! And once I get it, I won't have to wear pants anymore!! Ever!!!
OK, maybe the never part is exaggerating. But lol still so excited, til monday! Obsessively tracking the UPS site now......
And I think I'll go play soccer this Sunday, maybe i should get a soccer ball to practice. Cuz you know..... not much help when I might accidently shoot the ball into our own net.......
I was thinking about how i've been living my life and want to do away with all the negative thoughts/ worries. And I DEF need to rid myself of my internet addiction. Even my music addiction......it's just not good when my mind is too cluttered to focus on useful things. And when i can't it just stresses me out even more. I really liked those 10 days i spent at home where i couldn't get to internet at all.......despite how frustrating things had been with the elders.
Recently I got worried that I got a lot dumber and then started taking all these random online IQ tests. Doesn't *seem* like i got that much dumber. Probably just lazy and unable to focus/ motivated. Maybe I should get a job where I NEED to do my job or I'll get unemployed......and live on the streets......or something. Hmmm
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2 comments:
Oh! I am very excited for this online shopping package, although I'm confused as how you'll never need pants again =P. That's just not possible here-- you'd freeze to death!
I definitely am addicted to internet.
I usually motivate myself by thinking how hard it actually is to get a real job. I don't really have any marketable skills that I think I could sell anyone. And how much it would probably be more annoying than what I'm doing now. Well maybe except for the part where I've been working like 11 hour days and getting nowhere. Yup.
lol.....it's also impossible to freeze to death here..... but i'll put pics up when i get it tmr!
yeah..... i'm working on going off my addiction cold turkey T_T
I don't even know what I do all day, and how i waste the time. And i don't know what skills i have and what i can do that other ppl can't (or at least what i'm relatively good at) *sigh* maybe i've been in school too long.
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