Pics from the LA :]

I love that ramen! Notice the half-cooked/ YUMMY eggs!!

At the mall. we tried......lol

Newport beach:

Silly pic from after the concert

@ Chinese Grauman theatre

And finally.....party on the plane! (love the purple lights)

had a lot happen. Went to LA. Went to Monterey.

Well here are some monterey pics (putting these here cuz who knows what my mom's reaction will be......)

My eyes are blue if you look closely.......(is that a good thing?)




and yay it's the gray dress I got in LA! (not that it was any special store....... )

AND.....since i finally painted my nails (once in a blue moon occasion) Hopefully Steph will enjoy this.....recognize the colours? xP

i had a really strange dream........ I had some intestinal cancer?? And then I got it taken out. And then i had it in my neck too, and the doctor said he'll make my neck 1 cm shorter. And I was worrying about how I already have a short neck and that now it'd be shorter...... And the surgeon didn't even specialize in the neck....and i was worried and wanted a different one, but he threatened that it's either him or no procedure. And then I was thinking about if I had it in my spine could i take out a section of my vertebrae and make myself shorter? (lol...... guess i forgot there's stuff inside the spine too) And of course I was feeling sorry for myself like omg I'm only 24, this is totally ruining my plan of living old......i'm gonna die by mid age. :O To top it all off Steph was the 'surprise' helping with the surgery.......

My subconscious is crazy

ANYWAYS...... yesterday had food at this yummy congee place with Ming and Yuan. There was a server there that reminded me of that hyperbole entry......you know...... the one about ppl of indeterminate sex. And apparently it was all M and Y could think of too! They think this guy was a girl and had a sex-change......i dunno...... I still can't tell. -_-;;

And we passed by this sign. It's glass with a black board behind and white writing. And a light that changed colours from above, parallel to the plane of the glass...... it changed the colour of the writing too. And we just stood around trying to understand how that worked.......orz I think I get it now tho xP

went to the grocery store in a zipcar. Holy crap! that car was strange..... i felt so unsafe! could feel every small bump in the road!! half as long as a normal car. Cool thing happened in the grocery store tho..... my total was $44.44, but then i had some discounts. xP reminds me of btr

Really really wanna buy Samurai Warriors 3 for my brother (so that I can play) But it's not out yet...... arghhhh..... maybe it can be his b-day or xmas present.

Realized watching movies/ dramas is just not for me. I hate seeing ppl killed/ fighting. Not too fond of all the emotional stuff going on...... unless it has an interesting storyline that teaches me something or makes me laugh, then not interested xP

back from the 20s

two 20s event in one night! Well i got to reuse my costume. And I was the most 20s - ish person at the second event!

Anyways, some random things

- i'm crap at acting. And oh yeah flirting between girl-girl is def uncomfortable

- ppl made fun of my 'heavy' american accent in japanese...... i was trying to say 'kore' and the 'r'..... it just doesn't get along with me D:

- apparently I remind ppl of a panda. I......eat shoots n leaves!

- i tried to explain the premise of gokusen to ppl. Yes my very first dorama~~. It sounds..... pretty cheesy..... esp once i mentioned the moral msgs each episode. And how yankumi always kicks bad guys butt to save her students DDDD:

- this older guy.....who was quite enlightening.....talking about how college is my 'formative' years cuz before that we're basically replicas of our parents. So.....I've spent my formative years in the States......no wonder I feel more n more American xP Actually it's cuz US is better at brain washing.....lol

- he also knows korean n japanese why does everyone know japanese?!......it's ok, i know american xP..... but his grandparents owned a chinese restaurant in alabama and were there when black ppl were mistreated back in the day :O He also lived in Hong Kong and apparently the investment bankers go out to party EVERY night.....until 5-6 am, grab 4 hrs of sleep, go to work and repeat the routine all over again. :OOO I have a feeling that's the same with IB-ers everywhere! And probably any other high pressure jobs w/ lots of young ppl earning tons of money. I totally wanted to ask him about *drugs*, cuz supposedly that happens a lot with them too.......or something

- this guy kept complimenting that i looked really good. And then he asked me to dance. And then I ran away.......even if I sorta *kinda* like him. Gahhhh..... I need to stop doing that n getting embarrased. Well....... at least he thought I looked good? Too bad he's graduating soon...... and that he probably complimented me cuz I put on a sh*t load of makeup...... sigh

- so many ppl i know work at facebook. Apparently the engineering team gets access to the entire database......of EVERYONE's information. Woahhhh..... I sort of want to intern there now. (not for that reason tho xP) Next year!

- am still grieving for my appendix. I'm kinda sad I don't have one anymore. I feel 'un-whole' :(

I wanna go to the Shanghai Expo ~~~
and China~~~
and visit my grandparents |:<

it's all such a joke reading some of my earlier entries......i'm a joke......pierrot jya nai yo~

i did everything i *wanted* to do......can I PLEASE finally let go?

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last

了断吧， 了断吧
这几年来唯一安慰着我却又像毒品慢慢吞噬我的一切
嗯不能执迷不悟了。虽然我已跳出了一些陋习，但却找到了 replacement 然后就继续在这种怪圈子里。 再不主动就要一辈子这样下去了！ 我表！

虽然可以藏在心底，但以后坚决不要看那 些网站了。 有些记忆还是藏在心底更美好，嗯

其实我是最看不起那些的，但实在是陪伴我太长了，人还需要21天改变习惯呢。

还 有那些有的没得，看了我都生气， 也不知道为什么还那么上瘾。 天哪！

所以趁现在还来得及，就忘了吧。 就当是一场恋爱，然后我失恋了

或 者当那些狗血剧 让我失去记忆也行。总之，从今以后我们就行同陌路了，我不会再执迷于此了，让我神不守舍的，干正事都心不在焉

我 要 prove 我还可以作很多事，理念不能总是心里想想，要用实际来说明什么是我的 precious 的人和事物

顺带着也不要总 给自己找难过，以扭曲 的眼光看世界